Don’t know how I always forget to take my magnesium when I get low (depression), but somehow I remembered and things began looking up after my last post.
My optimism is finally back!
I love feeling like myself.
I decided not to delete that last post because even though it was extremely out of character, it was honest and real. It was what I was honestly dealing with and somehow, I felt it was important to share.
I love and appreciate my husband by the way, I’m thankful for his love, patience and understanding – my thinking gets warped sometimes during episodes and I don’t always say the nicest things.
In other news, tomorrow is Mother’s Day and even though I am on the tail end of a depressive episode, I am going to make my way out of the house to visit with my in-laws AND I’m bringing a dish.
My famous lasagna.
Wasn’t sure if I’d make it, but I think I can manage – as long as things stay trigger free.
Honestly, I don’t really celebrate secular holidays, due to my beliefs, but I can make an exception for Mother’s Day since it is honoring Mothers. I’m biased because I’m a mom.
Not to mention it will be one of the few times I get to see my second eldest son.
Lots of incentive to leave the house tomorrow.
So Happy Mother’s Day to any mothers reading my mess of a blog today.