Today I am so annoyed with this journey.
Nothing seems to be working.
I’m sick of being positive with nothing positive happening!
3 weeks and not 1 damn pound.
Hot yoga running, weights, roller skating and NOTHING!
Do I have to barely eat or something?
Why is this weight just sticking to me???
I feel cursed and like I can do nothing right.
I don’t know.
I am so frustrated.
Maybe I need to up my fitness?
Run farther, lift more, stretch til I break, sweat out everything?
Maybe 7 days a week and no off days til I see SOMETHING?
I feel like pulling my hair out.
I low-key hate myself right now.
I’m almost 200 damn pounds.
I am having such a bad day.
I feel so defeated.